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Her Indifference
03:47
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While I recognize her
I notice that she has no lipstick
Fell in love with her again
Her indefference is what keeps me alive
That's what makes me wanna cry
That night when she told me she'd be beside
My tears
Oh please don't say her name again
I wake up at night
If I could I swear that I would go to your side
And I would get into your sad sad life
But c'mon just let me try
And endeed everybody aches
I gave you my freedom
I don't know who set these chains
But I do not want them away
They are my pride
My veins from yesterday
You felt I couldn't really be beside you
I felt I really had to be beside her
I wake up at night
If I could I swear that I would go to your side
And I would get into your sad sad life
But c'mon just let me try
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2. |
If I Go
03:05
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I have you in a forgotten dream
Sometimes I wanna sleep so I can see you there
Actually I havent seen any of your smiles
I mean, I used to think you would really come back to me
My feelings for you haven't gone
I have them all inside me and they're ready to run for your soul
I wanted you to know these things cause they're killing me
And I don't know if I should beg for your love
But if I go tonight would I get your eye on me?
And if I go tonight wouldn't you flee on me?
But if I go tonight would I get your eye on me?
And if I go tonight would there be a chance for me?
I know I've been a jerk at you
Because when you were mine everything with us was so messed up
I really hope you understand
If you were mine again I promise I will not screw it up
But if I go tonight would I get your eye on me?
And if I go tonight wouldn't you flee on me?
But if I go tonight would I get your eye on me?
And if I go tonight would there be a chance for me?
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3. |
First Time
02:29
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I'm in the corner I can see you there
You never comb your hair
And that's what makes me fell in love with you
My female friends are a bit weird cause they
Are always making up themselves
And they wear expensive dresses
I might be crazy but I love the way your smile arrives
And breaks my sadness from the past
I like these moments when I make you smile
Because I really know that that smile won't be the last one
We kissed each other in the coffee by first time at all
We kissed each other in the coffee by first time in our story
She held me tight and I died and I smelt her hair
I love her
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4. |
July 27th
04:51
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I'm on my way to your home
I can't wait to see your mile
I'm on my way to give you a necklace
I can't wait to kiss your smile
And when I'm beside you we laugh as we should
And then I hug you at night
And then we wake up
We fool around
I might take you for a walk
We might get some food
And while it arrives I am gonna take your hand
I'll show you my new little synth
And you'll show me your new guitar
I'll tell you I like indian music
And that I'd love to have a sitar
You'll tell me "Oh that's so great"
And then the food's about arrive
I like the way you're breaking the past
With every kiss you give me, that's a fact
Can't hide I love you more that yesterday
And I don't know how much it will last
We might get some food
And while it arrives I am gonna take your hand
I'll show you my new little synth
And you'll show me your new guitar
I'll tell you I like indian music
And that I'd love to have a sitar
You'll tell me "Oh that's so great"
And then the food's about arrive
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5. |
Maybe
03:07
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I've been having this sensation all the time
I've been feeling this temptation just can't can hide
When you arrive my mind gets so high
And I can't handle that
And this is true, when I'm alone
Don't know if I should cry or laugh
Maybe you can help me if you just try to set in my place
Maybe you can't help me cause you always show me your pretty face
I just wanna have a good time when I'm beside you
Yeah, I just wanna go and rest my mind when I'm beside you
I really know that I will never find another one like you
Already know that if I let you go I'd be an entire fool
I've been looking for the answers in your eyes
And've been about to say goodbye but I know that we can really try
Maybe you can help me if you just try to set in my place
Maybe you can't help me cause you always show me your pretty face
I just wanna have a good time when I'm beside you
Yeah, I just wanna go and rest my mind when I'm beside you
I don't know how am I gonna fix out my own mind
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6. |
That Afternoon
03:04
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I've learned the lesson
The message has arrived
Today in the morning
And it changed my life
Cause I wanted you to be around my own lights
But that's not right so I'll just clean my mind
And that afternoon I died
My life used to be a lie
And that afternoon I died
It's so good you're not alive
On my bed are falling tears
Inside my head I barely think
Cause what I building is full of bullshit
And what I was feeling is destroying me
Life is real only if you're not here
Life is mean if you are here
My life used to be a lie
And that afternoon I died
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7. |
To Be With You
04:41
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I never thought we'd be today
Sharing a life better than the one we had yesterday
I used to think you wouldn't arrive
And that you were so far like everything I used to want
But right now you are beside me
And when I'm with you the whole time looks like flying
Yeah, right now you are beside me
I know you know that I know I wanna kiss you smiling
Life's past and there's been darkness
But now I'm sure that our love's still shining
I sometimes feel like dying
But now I know that our eyes are not lying
I feel alive when you are by my side cause I felt so alone
We're right and we're nice and I'm very glad that I found your love
To me it's very important to take your hand in the park and keep your love
To me it's very important to smell your hair in tha park and keep your love
You always look so dreamy
And I always kiss your lips cause they're soft and they're my dream
Oh well, I don't know what else to say
I think my words are wasted but I still love you anyway
But right now you are beside me
And when I'm with you the whole time looks like flying
Yeah, right now you are beside me
I know you know that I know I wanna kiss you smiling
I feel alive when you are by my side cause I felt so alone
We're right and we're nice and I'm very glad that I found your love
To me it's very important to take your hand in the park and keep your love
To me it's very important to smell your hair in tha park and keep your love... Forever
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8. |
Your Eyes
05:27
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It hurts, yeah
But what else can I do when things are like this?
Should I beg?
Should I cry?
Should I run?
I dont know what I feel
Nothing else matters but you tonight though I'm alone
You ran away from me but now you find me on my knees
Do I deserve you?
Do I deserve you?
Beware of the darkness
It could take your bones
And I lied all the time,
Yeah, I lied all the time
When I see your eyes I see the pain inside them
Last night you activated my eternal sadness
Your liar lips
Your shitty heart makes me bad
When you arrived there
Why did you do that?
Why the hell did you say hi to me when you were with her?
Fuck them all
Fuck you all... Fuck you all
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THE ASHTRAYS Acapulco, Mexico
Daniel Jiménez, 15 years old.
I live in Atoyac, México, I like to play guitar, piano and synth... I hope you
like my album, I was 14 when I finished it, enjoy and come to the Youtube channel for videos and live sessions and to Tumblr to see some photos.
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